I used to think that when my kids
were grown and I had more time I would finally indulge my inner ham and join a
community theater group. Before I got around to doing that, though, I
followed a friend - a fellow ham but also a wonderful singer -- into a community
choir. Soon after that, Thursday night rehearsals became my favorite part
of the week.
I decided that community theater was
no loss; perhaps a clash of egos competing for roles, a potential stress and
another source of isolation in an already isolated work week. Choir, on the
other hand, is communion. I sing one alto strand that braids itself into all
the other strands, spinning and weaving harmonies. Spiritually and
emotionally, a group hug in a warm wrap.
I found this choir -- where else -- in
my Jewish community, following the friend with the voice. (I found the friend
through about seven years of Purim shpiels, where he’s typically played Haman
and sung the best songs, Snidely Whiplash-style.) He’s excellent -- going pro,
in fact --- but our choir isn’t particularly fussy. Considering that it takes anyone from nearby
zip codes who can carry a tune, we sound pretty good. I hear there were
years we played Carnegie Hall and Lincoln Center.
Our choir has been directed and
conducted for all of its 21 years by two now fifty-something cantors, one
male, one female, giving a kind of family-unit feeling to the enterprise.
Many of us "children" have been with the choir for its whole existence.
I joined four years ago.
Our repertoire is remarkably varied and
sometimes jazzy, coming out of an apparently flourishing composer culture of English,
Hebrew and Yiddish choral music. (Did you
know that there’s a whole, quite professional
chorus in NYC that sings entirely in Yiddish?)
Speaking good Hebrew and fair Yiddish,
I have the linguistic advantage, but I don't read music, and that would be the
more useful fluency here. I've learned a bunch of Italian music terms. I've
also gotten a teeny bit better at guessing note intervals and keeping note
length and tempo in mind, but I have to memorize the music by hearing it, and
fast -- unless the conductors have recorded the parts for us, to CD or web. I
find musical memory fascinating… Ever notice how there’s no conscious storage
or retrieval? If you’ve got it down, the notes just spool out.
It would help if I could read,
though. I am too easily swept off the alto track and onto the soprano line. I
often throw ego aside really late into the rehearsal schedule to sit next to a
more steadfast alto, to get the lost pitches back into my ear.
I'm impressed by the conductors, who
can give every section its starting note and hear one mistake among thirty
people singing four- and five-part harmonies. I'm amazed by our accompanist, whose fingers
are so brain-mapped to the piano keyboard that he can speak in music, pulling
off a wordless joke with a well-timed riff of anything you might recognize,
perfectly rendered. He can play anything he hears.
Rehearsal in the pews, with this
David, the cantors, the group and a real grand piano is the best part; breaking
down the unfamiliarity, internalizing the melody and then "cleaning
up" the rough parts till we get the blends, the precision and the
modulation that makes an arrangement work and Daddy happy. (Mommy is somewhat easier
to please.)
Even better is rehearsing with other
choirs, in their churches and in our synagogues. We do this for a couple months
before the "Sing Out" festival that's on its way to becoming a
biannual tradition at the Newark Museum. We perform separately and
all together, and we practice with people we’d otherwise never meet; the Maplewood
Glee Club, the North Jersey Philharmonic Glee Club, the Elmwood United
Presbyterian Church Celebration Mass Choir. A more exciting
communion for being shared this wide, across religion and race. Why do I get such a kick out of being
conducted by the musical director of Prospect Presbyterian? Similar warm-ups, similar directions to shape
our mouths, drop the “r”s, breathe or not breathe … in Jason Asbury’s relatively
understated style, with his own form of irony. Fascinating…
A lot is made at the concert’s opening
remarks of diversity and bridge-building. It's a little embarrassing, as a) there's
a sense that any talk of interracial “progress” more properly belongs to another century; I
can picture my kids telling me to get over this “otherness” thing. But b) it's
not; where else do I do anything social with African American/black people,
aside from an odd friend at my bubble’s periphery? Where else do I have any
chance to hear this wonderfully rendered "Here's One," in person?
Yeah, it's got lots of Jesus in it… so not my brand. But so beautifully hushed and swelled, so
beautifully shaped by the conductor's expressive hands...that we're all
inspired.
We're also outclassed. "Ok, you
win," says a choir friend in the Celebration choir’s direction, applauding.
This group sings at NJ PAC in Newark and Ebenezer Baptist in Atlanta; for sure
they're way more selective than us. But that's ok. I’ll do my best
and look for them on YouTube.
We've also got 60 or so sweet young
things from Montclair State, in matching long black dresses and matching length
pearls, matching jackets and ties. Their singers, too, have much more
power and training. They have a soloist who sends everyone to their feet.
And maybe 40 even sweeter, even younger members of the Newark Boys' Choir.
At the concert’s end, this past
Sunday, all 250 of us get to stand and sing together, led by a famous conductor
of symphony orchestras from Vancouver to New Zealand. Jacques LaCombe
conducts an Aaron Copland piece we’d learned separately and run through with
our sections combined a few times a few hours before. We sound transcendent.
Wow! Sounds engaging and wonderful. No pun intended. I am glad to hear, no pun intended, you feel part of a community albeit a choral community. It sounds, no pun intended, that you continue to challenge yourself as you seeek that which resonates, no pun intended, with you. I would be afraid to sing my denture onto the collar of the person standing in front of me.
ReplyDeleteYou've got to hand it to the Christians, Jesus music is the best music.
ReplyDeleteJesus is a biscuit, let him soak you up.
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